Every week day, I wake up feeling like I'm going to vomit. No, it's not pregnancy. It's anxiety. I stress about everything that has to be accomplished at work, at home, what I want to do, what I should've done. Most days I just want to stay curled up alongside my cozy dog!
What I want do most, is stay home, clean, cook, read, write, play with my dog, play the piano, exercise and have the occasional home show (as a hostess and a consultant).
Unfortunately, what was agreed between my husband and I was in order not to work, I had to be a stay at home mom. I have the bug, but in all reality, there are still too many things that we want to do and need to be done. Of course, we'll never be ready. I just need to find something to keep me occupied for the next year and a half.
I've lost 5lbs in 3 weeks on Weight Watchers! It's been a challenge, but losing weight isn't an easy task. I am just glad I found a "diet" that works. It's a nice transition into a new lifestyle. My long term goal is to do WW for 10 more weeks to reach my goal weight. If I lose 2lbs every week, for 10 weeks, I'll reach it! Of course, it'll probably take more like 3-4 months to get there, but it's a goal. Then, I want to join www.teambeachbody.com and follow the work out as closely as I can to get even better results.
I'm all over the place most days. The place I'm at most is, "I just want to be home".
